Wow! Its New Year already! 2017 !
Hopefully this year would bring a lot of joy then saddness haha!
A lot of things happen in life and we as human need to accept it and give our best to move on..
Throwback 2 or 3 years ago.. the time that i hv to make a huge sacrifice of my life. I have to let it go.. when others were chasing their way to continuing their studies or whatever they wanted too. I have to start earning money, help my parents and trying so hard to find a job. Its not easy.. Sometimes I got mad and sad at the same time. But i knew Allah swt have a better plan for me. So i remain strong and finally got a job !
My first official job is kindergarden teachers. Some may think it were an 'easy' job and some say 'cikgu tadika belajar a b c je kan'.. it took a huge responsibilities when you were a teacher.. i may not know how to teach and communicate with children and parents. But i am learning from time to time. I m so thankful that i ve got to know so many good people in my life. Though i hv meet those who sometimes hurt me but i think that way you can learn about people around you.
So times flew away and i learn a lot of things that can teach me to become a better person.. i have so many weakness and i am too emotional when it comes to love. Its true that 'people come and go' . I been played and been rejected. Its true , nowdays its hard to find a right men for you..People sometime did nt appriciate what they hv and searching for others thing. I am not a type of girl who would give up easily but when the time comes you would never be in my life.
More experience make us to become wise , strong, careful and matured in our life. I m not fully matured and i dont know if i m matured. All i know is i m still learning everyday to be a better person and muslimah for this life. Allah swt knows what best for us! And we can keep on moving and tawakal for whatever we do !